Saturday, June 11, 2011

Back with the Twin, Wedding in PA, Phone Situation, & Lonely <|3

So, me and my cousin AKA my Twin are back to being thick as thieves, all grudges dropped & forgiven :D

The wedding in PA was completely crazy, very tiring, but lots of fun at the same time (:

I don't know if I'll have enough graduation money to buy a new phone this month but even if I do or don't, I don't know what phone I wanna get. My choices are a Blackberry, an IPhone, the LG Revolution, or a Droid. I might just wait until I come back in August, get a job, & save up some money and pay for my own phone, my own plan, & my own bill and transfer to Virgin Mobile. It's the cheapest phone company out there so I don't know what I'm gonna do about the phone situation yet but we'll see by the end of June & my graduation.

I'm also beginning to feel very lonely. I see all my friends and the people I love in a relationship and I'm not and I'm jealous.
I hate to admit it but, I'm jealous of my twin because of her amazing relationship just like she's jealous of me because I'm already in college.
But it's always been that way.
I've always been jealous of her for having so many hot boyfriends & so many friends and she was always jealous of me because I still have a family that cares about me & how well I've done in school.
Now she's catching up to me and even getting ahead of me.
She's got the boyfriend, the job, the phone, & her drivers permit already. AND she's starting to do better in school.
I mean, I love her to death but all I've got is the family & college.
Not even close. Maybe I shouldn't think of it this way, but I just can't help it.

That's it for now.