Back with the Twin, Wedding in PA, Phone Situation, & Lonely <|3

So, me and my cousin AKA my Twin are back to being thick as thieves, all grudges dropped & forgiven :D

The wedding in PA was completely crazy, very tiring, but lots of fun at the same time (:

I don't know if I'll have enough graduation money to buy a new phone this month but even if I do or don't, I don't know what phone I wanna get. My choices are a Blackberry, an IPhone, the LG Revolution, or a Droid. I might just wait until I come back in August, get a job, & save up some money and pay for my own phone, my own plan, & my own bill and transfer to Virgin Mobile. It's the cheapest phone company out there so I don't know what I'm gonna do about the phone situation yet but we'll see by the end of June & my graduation.

I'm also beginning to feel very lonely. I see all my friends and the people I love in a relationship and I'm not and I'm jealous.
I hate to admit it but, I'm jealous of my twin because of her amazing relationship just like she's jealous of me because I'm already in college.
But it's always been that way.
I've always been jealous of her for having so many hot boyfriends & so many friends and she was always jealous of me because I still have a family that cares about me & how well I've done in school.
Now she's catching up to me and even getting ahead of me.
She's got the boyfriend, the job, the phone, & her drivers permit already. AND she's starting to do better in school.
I mean, I love her to death but all I've got is the family & college.
Not even close. Maybe I shouldn't think of it this way, but I just can't help it.

That's it for now.
Tootles.

Officially a Redhead ♥

I'm a redhead ♥ What do you think ? >:D

Ipad, New Phone, Love & Other Drugs, Photography, & Poetry ♥

So, at first, in August I was supposed to be getting a Samsung Galaxy Tablet from Verizon but today, my dad let slip that he's THINKING about getting me an IPad in August for my graduation so I'm REALLY excited >:D

Hopefully, I'll get enough graduation money and be able to save up and upgrade to a new phone. I'm either getting an LG Revolution or a Droid Charge. Not sure which yet, but I don't even know if I'll have enough graduation money to buy a new phone but I hope so because I'm already tired of my phone and it's already starting to act up on me and I've only had it for about a year now.

Love & Other Drugs is like, my new favorite movie. It's probably better then any Nicholas Sparks movie I've seen. Better than Dear John and WAY better than the Last Song and maybe even better than the Notebook. It's a wonderful, heartwarming, tear jerker romantic comedy and I love it. Jake Gyllenhaal & Anne Hathaway have such chemistry together. And I now own it and I'm lovin' it! ♥

Also, gonna start working on my photography & poetry and see where it takes me (:
Gonna try my hand at more poetry and start carrying my camera around with me more often [:

That's all for now.
Tootles ! ♥

Camel Crush, Wedding, Love, Partying, MobWives, & Kitty Volunteer ♥

So, just a bunch of updates and new things going on.

I got my official ID card stating that I'm eighteen and it was a JOY to be able to walk up to the counter in RiteAid and ask for my favorite cigarettes and be able to whip out my ID when asked. It felt awesome, like a huge turning point in my life lmao

This whole weekend I'm gonna be in Pennsylvania to attend my aunt's sister's daughter's SECOND wedding so it should be fun. I'll be gone the whole weekend with no computer but it's alright because there's free food, new people, and lots of dancing ! >;D haha
We're leaving Saturday morning, bright and early, right when the sun comes up and heading out for the three hour drive to PA which I'll probably just sleep the whole ride and listen to music and text, which is cool with me lol
Won't be back until Monday night but that's okay because I got the whole night to chill and relax and I plan on sleeping the day away Tuesday morning because I know I will be EXHAUSTED from the long weekend.

I also know what I want as far as love goes.
I want a real relationship and a real man who's going to love me for me, respect me, trust me, be honest with me, and love me for who I am and doesn't try to change who I am or what I look like. I want a man who's going to have eyes for me, and only me. I want a man who's going to be faithful to me and who wants me to be happy and he's gonna try his very hardest and best to make me happy because seeing me happy makes HIM happy. I don't want a boy. I'm tired of boys and their immaturity. I want a real man who believes that forever is possible ♥

Also, I am now allowed back into my cousin's territory, courteousy of my mother who thinks that my cousin doesn't rule and reside over the whole damn city and I should be allowed to be out with my friends there if I wanna be without any interference or problems from her. So, definitely going to try to make plans with all my old girlfriends that I miss oh so much and, hopefully, make some new ones lol ♥

By the way, MobWives is probably the best show ever put on TV.
One, it's on VH1 and NOT MTV.
Two, it's not about a bunch of sluts and man whores fucking each other and getting wasted.
And three, the show is about four ADULT women (NOT TEENAGERS) that have some connection or affiliation with the Mob.
It's very interesting and exciting to see what they have to go through, how they deal with it, and some of the stupid drama they get into lol

Also some great news...
I FINALLY recieved the email from the animal shelter asking about volunteering for the cat program and I'm definitely starting next week, which I am SO excited about because I'm going to be out of the house more often and playing with & taking care of animals, specifically cats & kittens (: ♥ lol
So...
I CAN'T WAIT ! :D

That's all for now.
TOOTLES ! =]

New Hair ♥

This is the color I will be dyeing my hair in about another week or so.
I can't wait (: ♥

Of course, I have to prep my hair and get it ready to be colored and the only two options are to baby the SHIT out of it with special conditioners, combs, and the like OR cut it shorter then I want it to be and lose all that time growing my hair and getting it to its current length.
My hair is very damaged and broken, from my stupidity with constant using of a brush and pulling the tangles and knots out of it.
Of course, I've chosen to prep my hair before the big coloring and dyeing day because, as I said, I do not wish to lose it's currently long length.

Pictures will most definitely be posted when my hair is completely finished.
Like I said ...
I CAN'T WAIT >:D
♥

Nuff' Said♥

Zumba Fitness♥

Tonight I have started classes called Zumba Fitness ♥
Every Monday night is in a club called Molly Darcy's and every Sunday it's at a War Memorial.
There are classes every Monday, Wednesday, & Friday but we can't make it on Wednesdays.
I wish I had a girlfriend I could go with but I have to go with my mom instead, but that's alright lol
Even though she's uncoordinated and keeps knocking into me, we still have lots of fun.

Anyway, this my chosen way of exercise.
Instead of heading out to the boring gym every week and walking on a treadmill for an hour, I get to go to a club and listen to some kick ass dance music and dance while exercising at the same time.

I'm really committed to this and hope to lose enough weight where I'll be able to wear a bikini and ACTUALLY look hot lmfao